Hey everybody! I'd just like to say hi and make myself known to the world, that is, if anybody really cares, which they probably don't, but whatever. I am really wanting to meet people! Please send me friend requests because I would really like to establish an online friendship.

I LOVE music. It is basically my out in the world. What I mean by that is that whenever I feel depressed (99.9% of the time) or life has just let me down way too much, I can just crank up my music and it takes everything away and I sort of go into a trance from pretending that I'm not here so hard. It's almost hypnotic to me. I don't know what I would do without music. Actually, I probably would have commited suicide long ago if it wasn't for music *salutes all the heavy metal bands*. My favorite bands are: H.I.M., Nine Inch Nails, Metallica, Bauhaus, Black Sabbath, Korn, ac/dc, Def Leppard, Slipknot, just to name a few because this list could go on and on and on... Yes, my taste in music is all over the place: goth, metal, death metal....

My guitar is my second out in the world. I can deffinately blow off some steam from cranking on it for about an hour. The only bad thing about that is that my hand gets all bloody and numb from playing so hard, but I can't resist, i love it too much. I recently got a new guitar, actually!! *applauds self* I was so proud because this is the first thing that I have ever bought on my own in my life. Sad, ain't it? I wouldn't let my parents help this time. kudos for me.

At the moment I am on a religious quest. I have stopped on Wicca for about the last two years, but I am keeping my options very open. I have completely ruled out Christianity. I have nothing against them at all, but I think they just pissed me off way to badly to ever be one of them. I would rather kill myself then do that. Long story, actually, many long stories. Besides, the local churches think I am a posessed devil worshiping goth girl (who, incidentally, happens to volunteer her ass off in society, funny huh?). I am way sick of being disowned. Oh, never mind, I'm going to get myself all worked up. Back to the original topic, I think that I am going to go out and find a coven or study group of some kind around me so that I can understand Wicca a little bit better. You can only learn so much off of the internet before the info starts repeating itself, and besides, how much of that info can I really trust? Buddhism is cool also, although I have done barely any research on it to tell me anything about it to make such a life choice.

Now, since you have seen a small tiny fragment of me, you should e-mail me!!! even if we have nothing in common, I would love to talk to anyone at this point. I am such a bored and deprived girl, please do the good deed of aknowledging my existence like nobody has ever done. bastards. (sorry, getting worked up again).